2013

New year is coming soon and I feel that this year is running so fast. I think one year is not enough to make all my dreams to be real. But, I have to grateful with all achievements. Too many blesses in this year that I got. Too many unpredictable things. Here are some :

 

 

Finally I can go there. It is out of my resolution in this year. I planned it for next year, but Alhamdulillah I got the most beautiful present on my 24th birthday. And it is the beginning how my life change to better. I wish I can go there again with my husband 2 years later. Aamiin :)

 

I found My Man in this year, and insyaallah we will marry on next year. Hope everything gonna be okay until the day.

Although it is a bad year for my company, because the sales is not achieve in this year. But it is a good year for my life. God is the best director.

I'm ready for 2014. Bismillah... ;)

 

A Regret

 

 

Only a regret, that always comes late...





The Rotation

 

 

 

 

You never feel sad, If you haven't feel happy

You never feel sick, If you haven't feel fine

You never feel worst, If you haven't feel better

You never feel fail, If you haven't feel success

 

 

Just be ready to face the rotation of your life...

 

Soon or late...

 

 



The Reason

I want you more than I ever wanted,
Than I ever needed
Anyone I ever knew.
I love you more than ever,
Thought that I will never feel the way that I do.

Aneh mungkin, kalau kita jatuh cinta dengan orang yang dulu pernah kita abaikan. Dan wajar jika pertanyaan itu muncul dari dirinya, apa yang membuat aku menerima berada di sisinya sekarang?

Dan ini adalah jawaban atas semua pertanyaan :

Mungkin kata pepatah ada benarnya, sekeras apapun batu lama-lama akan terkikis oleh aliran air. Itu yang terjadi pada diri aku sekarang. Hati yang dulu keras, sekarang telah luluh dengan semua usaha dan pengorbananmu.

Terdengar simple memang, tapi aku tahu tidak mudah bagi kamu untuk menyembunyikan perasaan itu selama sekitar 8 tahun. Walau pada perjalanannya kamu berusaha membuka hati buat orang lain, mungkin rasa itu masih sedikit ada. Dan saat kesempatan itu datang, kamu benar-benar menggunakannya dengan maksimal.

Kamu membuat aku merasa spesial dengan semua usaha dan pengorbananmu. Walau terkadang penolakan itu datang dari aku. Tapi kamu tetap tidak putus asa dan terus memperjuangkan aku. Dari situ aku mulai jatuh hati dengan cara kamu mencintai aku.

Begitu besar usaha dan pengorbanan kamu membuat aku berpikir mungkin sebegitu besar sayang dan cintamu kepada aku. Dan itu cukup membuat aku berpikir kembali dengan apa yang telah aku lakukan selama ini ke kamu.

Kamu sering bilang sama aku, bahwa dulu gadis yang hanya bisa dilihat dari jauh, sekarang duduk di samping kamu dan kamu bisa bebas melihatnya kapan saja. Dan aku sangat bersyukur memiliki kamu disampingku sekarang. Lelaki yang begitu mencintai aku, yang selalu ada untuk aku dan akan selalu menjagaku sampai nanti maut memisahkan kita.

"Kau adalah alasan dan jawaban atas semua pertanyaan"

Semoga semuanya lancar sampai hari dimana kita dipersatukan ya sayang. Aku sayang kamu :) 

Time Capsule

It's our dreams (Business Solutions Development Group Team) :

Ronaldo, Anton, Jan, Hari, Faisal, Ridho, Christine, Farah, Leo, Eddy, Barry, Dhika, Alan, Edi, Indra, Any, Iis, Silvinus.

Dream, Believe and Make it Happen!

See you on 7th, November 2014 :)

You

You told me about a girl who you loved in senior high school

You said what did you do to see her

You described how you see her secretly

You told me how your feeling when you see her and her boyfriend

-several years passed-

 You had a chance to close with her

You were in the same town with her

You started a conversation

You made a frequency to chat with her

It initially alright...

Until something happen...

You still made a conversation

But she ignored you

You always tried to make a conversation

But she always ignored you

You kept try to close with her

And she still ignored you

 You said that you want to meet her

But she refused you

You asked to meet her again after she refused to meet you

She began to think all what you have done

You wanted to meet her again

She wanted to meet you

You kept try to meet her again and again

She started give a chance

You always make her happy

She feels happy beside you

You always do something that make her so special

She begins to crush on you

You asked her to become a mother of your childrens

 And she said, "yes, I do"

Who's the girl?

Yes, it's me

And here's My Man Warid Muchtar Putranto

Thanks for everything that you have done to me

I love the way you love me

I miss you.

Chance

A chance never comes twice.

Take it, or someone will steal it from you.

And you will be regret...